Looking Around… Business and Leisure

I felt Im dying… why do i need to be in this situation? If it is easy to teach the heart not to love, surely I’ll do so because when love is around, ache is just around the corner and peeing its way out. After all the years I didnt expect that one day Ill gonna loose someone so close to my life. Actually he really is my LIFE. I’m dying. Will I ever survive this tragic? Im trying but still it hurts. I always go out to keep myself busy and forget things for a few hours. I am trying to enjoy life but something is missing. Will the hurt be mended? I dont want to cry but still tears keeps on dashing my eyes. I try to drink a little but the feeling is still there. The memories still emerge to my head. Can I escape it? If so how? Can anybody teach me? I know time may help but can we make the time go fast as fast as nobody can ever imagine. Oh dear, I can no longer breath. For now, the only thing I have in mind is YOU. I pray that your ok. I hope for your happiness dont worry things will be fine for me soon… just take care. For the last time, I Love You!