Looking Around… Business and Leisure

 I opened a friend’s profile at friendster and to my surprise, I just end up closing it. It really is weird. I’d like to give a testimomial for that person but after seeing and reading lines of information about him, I felt different. He is one of the closest person that I have. I am so happy for him but the feeling of loosing is where the issue stands. I can’t believe that getting intouch is a terrible feeling or the fact of I liking him hurts.

Why do we like a person? By looks, attitude, security, etc… It is great to know you like a person but what if there is a hindrance? They say LOVE conquers all. I guess that is the reason why I made a wall between us. The feeling should not pursue for a reason that I already have a comitment. I already am happy with my present relationship and I want to nurture it with care. But why do I feel Im longing for something? It is really hard to choose between right and wrong. I dont want to give up my long term relationship with something that makes me happy for a while.  Suddently I realize, its not having that person can make me the luckiest person in the world but having a contented life will do.  It seems that getting in touch is just one of the factor/ a ladder to be happy eventhough sometimes, it really gives a terrible sensation.  Either ways, this what builds me and any person reading this post and on the end of the line , hope to get intouch with you!